Hmmmm I can say that, I found what I fought was long gone and I'll never retrieve it... The past few months was very emotional and brain breaking for me. But in that time I have found answers for, not all, but a few questions. And with that I have a new power to evolve and improve not only in my drawing skills but in my whole life.
I am very grateful for the words from and on my previous journal. They helped me to understand quite a lot. Thank you